I Feel (again) Blessed

It's been too long, far far too long I HAVE NOT HAD A CHANCE to update my blog.

Kenapa eh kenapa? well, karena saya sudah terlalu sibuk dan overwhelmed dengan rutinitas baru dan hidup baru.

So yups, aside from being a new someone's lifepartner, I will also soon -Insya Allah- will become a mommy...how crazy is that?!

Kalo ada yang bilang keadaan kaya gitu biasa ajaaa...sini orangnya biar tak colek pake golok!

Jadiiii...ya gitu deh, saya sendiri aja sampe bingung harus mulai dari mana nulisnya :P sangking banyaknya yang terjadi dan mau diceritaain. Mungkin yang akan pertama-tama saya ceritain adalah tentang bagaimana perasaan saya dengan semua hal baru ini? hhmmm...indescribable :D

Happy, excited, scared yet i also feel tremendously blessed. 

Everything just happened in a blink of an eyes. Not that I'm not happy with it, it's just all this time I always feel this moment will never come to me in a near time! But it did....ready or not!

I've to admit that we're a rock and roll couple, for the past 4.5 years, we never ever planned of anything. Both me and BBP always let everything flow. Our principles are always been the same, all I know is you with me and I'm with you! What ever will be, will be. And if the time is right then it's the right time!

Until yeah, that so-called-the-right-time has finally arrived. And here we are, laughing at it and feels amazingly great full and thankful for it.

We just hoping that whatever comes will be all the best for two of us, well 3 of us (soon) :p

Amin Ya Allah

Lately

I've been too busy to think of anything but enjoying my new phase of life...

Semuanya terjadi dengan tiba-tiba, not that I'm not happy with it, in fact, I feel tremendously blessed and grateful for what has happened with me.

I'm super blown-away with everything, some people might surprised and some other might not even expecting that. But hell, this is my life, yes. I can do what ever I wanna do with it.

Primarily, it's all about happiness. And I am proudly to say that I am happy no matter what.

Thank you my Other Half...I couldn't do it without you! <3

One Step at a Time

Sesuai judulnya, di bulan ini or spesifiknya di bulan Februari akan banyak hal yang berubah dihidup gw. Insya Allah semuanya menuju ke hal yang lebih baik...Amin Ya Allah.

Gak nyangka, oh of course, but other than that, I actually feel more....relieved!

I know semuanya udah ada yang ngatur, people can always have their own plan, but one thing I should always remember is that, Allah SWT knows better.

It's sounds random, cause I really don't know where to start first. I am awkward,  I've always been a strong minded person and I have my own opinion about what I want in this life, I've my own plan, I've my own thought and I've my own principal. But when everything happen ndak sesuai dengan rencana gw, I'll be freaked out, I'll be panicked and most of all, I'll feel like I don't know what to do.

Some will say, "let it flow" tapi gw bukan typical orang yang bisa melakukan sesuatu tanpa rencana. At least, give me a little bit of hint of where we wanna go, what we're going to do, and what we shud prepared. Well, that is me, I am like that.

I cannot walk without knowing where to go. I can be so damned adventurous, but I'm not the kind of person that doing crazy thing without a plan too....Gw masih waras lah untuk ndak melakukan hal gila tanpa perencanaan.

Well anyway, I really don't know where this post is heading to, but my head and my mind feels like there's tsunami in it. Don't know whether I should feel happy, sad, suprise, shocked, blessed or what.

But one thing I know for sure, I have a good faith on it and really deep down in my heart I also know that everything would be just fine.

Bismillah Ya Allah ;)